This Is All I can Say

The reason for me to still keep my second pregnancy as secret is..

not all people understand and accept it with open mind..

They will say this and that bla bla bla like they know everything in and out..

But it hurts..and it let me down..

Cukuplah Doctor Leela je yang membebel kat aku pasal ni..

Jangan lah tambah bebelan itu, makcik-makcik sekalian..

It wasn't easy for me to be the only child in my family. Lonely and boring..

Face everything by my own without company..

Sometimes i talked to the mirror assuming that the person i looked at is my sister..

I'm scared it will happen to Allysha..

So what's the matter if I dont plan my second pregnancy peeps?

So when they question and say something not really nice to be heard..

this I tell them :

Rezeki dari Allah swt..Kita hanya merancang, Allah yang menentukan..

So kalau rancang baeeekk camne pun, bila Allah swt nak bagi Dia tetap akan bagi dan bila Allah nak tarik pun sekelip mata je semua hilang. Takkan ikut timeline/target kita dah. 

So bersyukurlah atas segalanya, as long as u can.. 

It is how u appreciate something and turns the thing into pleasure..

Sesungguhnya Allah perancang terhebat untuk hambaNya. Allah lebih mengetahui apa yang sesuai untuk kita..hanya perlu berusaha untuk menjalankan segala tanggungjawab sebaik mungkin.  Insyaallah..  ; )

Betul tak?