Emmm..??

My menstrual period was delayed for couple of days.

Can consider it as abnormal because since yearsss ago the circle was 26-28 days.

Two days ago i got fever. and flu. and cough. and back pain. and etc. until today.

My head is dizzy most of the time. Lack of energy.

Im waiting for my PMS. But got no idea where it has been.

Then i remembered about something. Thought to have a urine test!

It was a single line. Ok. Lega. Im not pregnant.

Keluar bathroom nampak husband. Nak kenakan dia lah.

Papa..tengok ni..double line..

(sambil tunjuk test kit yang first time dulu. simpan lagi hokayyy)

Hah yeke? Heeeee..

*Hubby peluk dan sengih-sengih.

Tetibe rasa bersalah sebab tipu.

Mommy tipu lah! Ni yang Allysha punya dulu! Haha! Gotcha!

Hehehe..ni yang betul. Single line la. Nasib baik tak pregnant kan.

Sian Allysha dia nak manja2 dengan mommy papa lagi.

Tetibe ish cakap

Apa salahnya kalau betul pun. Kan rezeki.

Ok.

But im not ready yet. Wait after two years laaaa..

Rasa macam-macam nak buat dalam masa dua tahun ni.

(tapi cakap dalam hati je)

Three hours later.

I was about to clean up the dustbin and that thing catch my eyes.

Tetibe jantung berdegup kencang macam tengah naik roller coster.

Tangan kaki satu badan sejuk tertibe rasa nak pakai winter coat, boot dan glove.

Amik yang Allysha punya dulu.

Compare kan.

Eh! Apsal macam sama je nih?

Ermmm?? Eh?? Erkkk..

Ok just wait and see.

Sesungguhnya Allah swt lebih mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk hambaNya.

Kita hanya mampu merancang dan Allah swt sahaja yang boleh menentukan.

Apa pun result lepas ni, saya redha dan tetap akan bersyukur.